Friday, August 17, 2012

New beginnings...

San Diego, CA- Cheesy Bumper Sticker was the kicker for me in our wedding "package."
So much goodness has happened in the past couple months and I'm so excited for whats yet to come, which brings me to tonight's posts. I sometimes spend too much time thinking about where my life is headed, and what I'm doing now to change it. Inevitability that my constant thinking leads me to comparison of others in my life. I know, I know, very self deprecating but it's only natural to compare yourself to friends and family. Then something hit me, I'm happy, I really am.  Most of you may know I just got married to my best friend which is the best feeling! I'm making the big move to California towards the end of this year which is a blog post on it's own; nerves and excitement to say the least, all while planning my wedding celebration for next year. Let me be honest it's OK to look at others around you whom motivate you and push you towards excellence. However, it's not OK to feel like a failure or excluded or useless for that matter. I've learned so much this past year, the most important being that everything happens when it's supposed to. No material possession, or person can truly make you whole if you're not internally settled. I often times mop and grunt as to why I don't have this or that, and so and so does! UGH! Such useless energy I've spent on the USELESS. Positivity brings positive outcomes, but so does hard work and determination. It's a pretty easy formula towards happiness and that's following your gut and instinct. Doing the things that make you happy, surrounding yourself around positive and happy people warrant that very result. I'm not living in a happy bubble but I've come to the conclusion that listening to so much outside frequency only interrupts the reception of goodness that's coming to you. I can't wait to finally start my new life with my husband and the many adventures and indeterminable road bumps that will come along the road to life, which I will pave with a thick cement of positivity and hard work.



xoxo,

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